Well this weekend was great, I finally got out of my funk. I spent time with those I truly love. Then due to the need for us to post pictures of our escapades on facebook and other social networking sites a particular friend or should I say associate voiced concern. She expressed to me that i didnt "bring her in"...well to be quite frank I didnt want to.
I have tried for the last 10 years to like her, and although I dont hate her I dislike her badside immensly. I feel her badside is more prominent than her good.
She has made me feel inadequate about myself in the past, I have also measured myself against her and come to the conclusion she has more worth. How wrong was i?!
She has done things that a friend wouldnt do, most being quite small things but sometimes those are the worst.
I feel we are her pick-me-up friends. When she's ready she picks us up like ragged toys from the corner of a nursery. When theres a man in her life she is nowhere to be found, but when shes lonely on that side of things shes ready to have "Girl nights out". Oh please, its not happening.
She's a green monster who needs to stay away, lol.
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