That's the exact words my mum said to me a couple days back. I was quite taken aback. Reason being I have this thing with my mum where I randomly tell her i'm with child, just to get a reaction. Attention-seeking, I know! But we both know its a joke.
But this time she was dead serious. Obviously I'm not, or at least I THINK i'm not.
I've had my monthly cycle last week.
The reason she asked because she's sensing a difference in me, like I said I haven't been my usual self, I've been down.
Very unlike me.
I then begun to think about if i were pregnant, how would I feel, what would I do?
Well in my hearts of hearts I would want to keep it. I mean scientifically speaking my body is probably in its best shape to give birth to a child. Also I want a child some time or other so why not take it when its given to me.
But then I have to face the facts, I have no money, no home, nothing to offer but love.
And to add to that mister is far from ready to be a father, I would feel extremely selfish if I kept a child now. He's finding his feet, trying to make something of himself so me throwing my pregnant self at him isn't very nice or helpful!
Deep down I'm yearning though.
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